making the past tense of my history..

now im continue with my life,
even tough it has been a while since i enjoyed my evening with my fwen,
but now, im just visiting the place that no one expected that i would be there,
so i can show everybody that im change,
im change either mentally or physically,
my emotional are back to normal,
my thinking are more creative,
and my result are back on track....
thank to Allah,
he has shown me the right path to continue my journey of life....

membenci atau dibenci???
bagus atau x bagus???
berkawan atau bermusuh???
diingat atau dilupa???
ditemani atau disisih???
bergembira atau bersedih???
beramai atau berseorangan???
memulau atau dipulaukan???

seringkali persoalan yang sama bermain dikepala ku,
persoalan yang mungkin mendatangkan kebaikan dan keburukan,
persoalan yang mungkin di akhiri dgn keinsafan atau kepisahan,
hari-hari ku di isi dengan pengalaman dan pengenalan baru kepada dunia sebenar,
penemuan sifat-sifat manusia yang kian berubah dikala menjelang hari seterusnya,
mungkin ini realiti atau aku sahaja yang mampu melihatnya.

mimpi

Saat ku pejam kan mata ku melihat mu di sisi,

Adakah aku hanya mampu melihat kau ketika tertutupnya pancaidera ku,

Namun keseronokan ini mampu membuatku berasa nikmat kebahagiaan hidup,

Sesungguhnya engkaulah manusia yang mampu memberi keistimewaan dalam diri ku,

Adakah ini mimpi,

Kalau mimpi tolong jangan kejutkan aku,

Sesungguhnya inilah cara bagi ku merasa kebahagiaan yang tidak mungkin aku kecapi dalam realiti.

this so called friend

I had a rough time back in the days while studying.

Making a friend is easier for me sometimes.

To satisfy their heart are harder than satisfy mine.

I just want be good to everyone,

Making everyone happy is one difficult job,

I just want everyone to be happy, to feel like someone cares for u guys, to be a friend to talk with and maybe a shoulder to cry on when u guys feeling down.

Maybe most of the people thought I’m a hypocrite, back stabber and maybe pretending to be good.

But hey, I’m doing that just to satisfy u guys.

And still, u guys thought me wrong.

It’s hard to be a “mister nice guy” in front of everyone.

I have tried to be me, but if I am me then somebody will get hurt and I hate to hurt someone.

Make myself to entertain people heart is difficult, but still, u guys are my friends.

And friend should make other friends happy, and that what I did.

Maybe some of you guys didn’t notice my deed, or maybe all of you.

And I’m the one getting myself hurt. :(

CHELSEA

chelsea
its been a while since i watch the last match between chelsea vs MU, and damn, that was a good match. owh i really hope i can meet the players someday. hahaha.. with the in coming new players. owh i hope they can win a lot of cup on the next season...

CHELSEA, CHELSEA

People change…

Sometimes people we knew are not the same like they used to be,
And sometime these person can be a good friend but in the same way a bad enemy,
I knew this person who is good to people but yet this person also take advantages to the other who is nice to this person,
And why this person did such a crime,
The first day we met I thought this person was a good person to be friend with,
With the good attitude and kind,
But as the day goes on this person become more annoying,
With the lazy attitude and hoping other people will help this person with the homework and assignment,
But we did tried to help this person,

And that’s why this person is taking advantages from other people kindness.

That why people said “The more we travel, the more people we will meet”

huraian kalbuKU.. hehehe

Taktala hati bersuara mulut membisu,

Mendiamkan setiap kata-kata,

Ketika mulut bebicara,

Ada hati yang terluka,

Dunia penuh dengan kesulitan,

Mencari jalan penuh dengan dugaan,

Disaat persekitaran memulaukan waktu,

Hati yang lemah sukar meluahkan kata-kata,

Mengapa sukar untuk mengemukakan isi kalbu,

Adakah diri makin memilukan,

Masa sudah semakin hampir,

Mampukah aku mengucapkan kata cinta?